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Thursday, January 01, 2026
December 2025 Accountability Buddy
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December 2025 Books
12/1: The Peculiar Garden of Harriet Hunt by Chelsea Iversen (library, 2025) - Last book club pick of 2025. Lots of traumatic events happen to Harriet Hunt and there's a magical garden. So much trauma. 3/5 stars
12/4: Charlotte's Web by E.B. White (library audiobook narrated by E.B. White himself, 1952) - You guys, this was a truly delightful listening experience. There is a reason we all read this book in elementary school. The author's narration was perfect. It's so great. 5/5 stars
12/6: The Rest of the Story by Sarah Dessen (library, 2019) - You know what? I am not the target audience for YA. Boring, safe, and a character who was so unaware of her own privilege that it made me want to scream. Maybe that's fine for teen readers, but I was frustrated. 3/5 stars
12/14: The Secret Garden by France Hodgson Burnett (library, 1911) - Still lovely. It hurts my heart a little to read it and think about how much I connected with Mary Lennox as a child, though. 4/5 stars
12/15: Moby-Dick, or The Whale by Herman Melville (own it on Kindle, 1851) - Look, if you're a person who likes to get in-depth on a topic, this book might be for you. I thought Ishmael was hilarious and didn't mind all the whale stuff. 4/5 stars
12/16: Chain-Gang All Stars by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah (library audiobook narrated by Shayna Small, Aaron Goodson, Michael Crouch, and Lee Osorio, 2025) - Sometimes I don't know if I'm not smart enough for some books. I honestly thought at about halfway through that I should care if some of these people die, but I did not. My biggest critique is that if you want to talk about prison conditions, you need to make me care about how poorly these people are treated, not provide them with better food than I eat. I think the point of this entire book was lost on me. 2/5 stars
12/17: When the Cranes Fly South by Lisa Ridzén (library, 2025) - So sad. So beautiful. I cried a lot. 5/5 stars
12/20: The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen (library, 2004) - Great Sarah Dessen book. The main character is fully developed and I like that she's not perfect. 4/5 stars
12/24: Somewhere Beyond the Sea (Cerulean Sea #2) by TJ Klune (library audiobook narrated by Daniel Henning, 2024) - Cozy fantasy with low stakes since you know it will all work out. Klune is fairly preachy though. I agree with his message, but I don't need it to be lectured at me. 3/5 stars
12/25: I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself by Marisa Crane (library ebook, 2023) - Read this for a Pop Sugar Reading Challenge for a "dystopian book with a happy ending" and I'm not sure it really met the mark for me. 3/5 stars
12/26: What We Can Know by Ian McEwan (library, 2025) - Dystopian academic mystery. It should have been perfect for me, but it was not. 3/5 stars
12/30: Wool Omnibus by Hugh Howey (library audiobook narrated by Edoardo Ballerini, 2012) - The Earth is a toxic poisonous place, but a few fortunate humans live in underground bunkers and everyone must do their job and only their job or they will be sent outside. You know how in A Game of Thrones, you just get to know someone and then they are killed? I thought a lot about that book as I was reading this one. 3.5/5 stars
Average star rating: 3.54/5 stars
DNF:
The Princess and the P.I. by Nikkie Payne - I hardly gave this one a chance, but I was on page 60 and couldn't imagine reading 400 more pages because I was bored and done with it all. DNF at 13%.
Wild Dark Shore by Charlotte McConaghy - This is a well-reviewed, buzzy book, but I did not have the patience to wade through the scene setting and when the father left his three children at home with an unconscious stranger, I just noped out. DNF at page 42 (13.9%).
Want: Sexual Fantasies by Anonymous, edited by Gillian Anderson - I am too much of a prude for this. DNF at 7%.
The Loneliness of Sonia and Sunny by Kiran Desai - I hardly gave this one a chance. I was bored and confused by the family backstories. DNF at like page 12.
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Who's mad at my DNFs? Don't hurt me, please. I saw at least two of those books appear on other people's favorite books of 2025 and I felt bad, but at least I'm honest about it. Maybe someday I'll come back to them.
Wednesday, December 31, 2025
2025 Reading Stats
| Format | Average star rating |
| audio | 3.44 |
| ebook | 3.2 |
| physical | 3.8 |
| Genre | Percentage | Average star rating |
| dystopia | 10.5 | 3.68 |
| contemporary fiction | 11.4 | 3.54 |
| romance | 13.3 | 3.32 |
| fantasy | 13.3 | 3.5 |
| historical fiction | 16.2 | 3.52 |
| Year | Average star rating |
| 2022 | 3.5 |
| 2023 | 3.56 |
| 2024 | 3.67 |
| 2025 | 3.55 |
- I mostly read women (80%). I did read 18% men and 2 books (2%) that were written by a husband and wife pair.
- The shortest book I read was The Most (135 pages) and the longest was, of course, Gone With the Wind (1037 pages).
- The oldest book I read was Moby-Dick! So much whaling!
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| I legitimately can't stop looking at Moby Dick memes. Should I be worried? |
- There's a lot of recency bias in my reading.
- I DNFed 24 books this year. Or at least 24 made it to the spreadsheet. Just because I gave up on them doesn't mean you have to!
- I read 21 debuts this year. The average star rating for them was 3.43, so it's slightly below my total average.
- The lowest star rating I gave was 1.5 and that was to The Berry Pickers, which was a book I should have DNFed, but stubbornly thought was going to get good. Sorry, fans of that book.
- I'm still over here tracking what countries authors come from. It's still mostly the US. Do I sort of hate that? Yes. Is it going to change? Probably not. (NOTE: Some books have multiple authors, so this has more than the number of books I read this year.)
| Australia | 3 |
| Belgium | 1 |
| Canada | 5 |
| France | 1 |
| Ireland | 2 |
| Japan | 3 |
| Malaysia | 1 |
| Morocco | 1 |
| Soviet Union | 2 |
| Spain | 1 |
| Sweden | 1 |
| UK | 11 |
| USA | 78 |
| Jamaica | 1 |
| Vietnam | 1 |
And that's it, folks. Are you dying for a stat I didn't include? Burning hat questions? How was your reading year this year?
Tuesday, December 30, 2025
Five Star Reads of 2025
Here are the books I read in 2025 that I gave five stars to. I know it bothers Sarah endlessly that most of these were not published in 2025, but I'm not sure why she doesn't want to know that I found a book from 1952 to be excellent.
I had thirteen five star reads this year. Last year I had nineteen, but I reread a bunch of Harry Potter and I read some fabulous Ken Follett books, so it's hardly a fair comparison. I guess there's a slight chance I'll read another five star book in the next two days, but that's not looking likely, to be honest.
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Gone With the Wind by Margaret Mitchell (I had a three part review because how else do you talk about this masterpiece?) - What can I say? This book is absolutely wonderful. There's so much to talk about when you talk about this book, but all I can say is that Mitchell made me care about truly horrible people and that's something special.
The Third Gilmore Girl by Kelly Bishop - What a life Bishop has had. I listened to the audiobook and she narrated it, which was fun.
The Three Lives of Cate Kay by Kate Fagan - This book had some tropes I normally don't like, but I loved every second of this book.
Back After This by Linda Holmes - Holmes knows how to write a romance that appeals to me.
Ministry of Time by Kalianne Bradley - This was a book I read for my IRL book club and I was surprised at how much I enjoyed it.
How to Read a Book by Monica Wood - Maybe it's a bit sentimental, but this book about second chances and found family really hit the mark for me.
The Favorites by Layne Fargo - A sports book I could not put down! Not too much sport in this.
Night Film Marisha Pessl - I still think about this mixed media book. Super fun to do the investigation on my own.
Feed by Mira Grant - Zombies! Bloggers! What more could I ask for?
The Correspondent by Virginia Evans - I am just like everybody else. I love Sybil.
Mr. President, How Long Must We Wait? by Tina Cassidy - We named our new car Lucy after Lucy Burns.
Charlotte's Web by E.B. White - There really is a reason everyone reads this in elementary school. What a lovely book.
When the Cranes Fly South by Lisa Ridzén - Do you want a good cry? This is a good option!
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I had another ten 4.5 star reads.
Crow Mary by Kathleen Grissom
Here Be Dragons by Sharon Kay Penman
Blackout by Dhonielle Clayton, Tiffany D. Jackson, Nic Stone, Angie Thomas, Ashley Woodfolk, and Nicola Yoon
I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman, translated by Ros Schwartz
The Dream Hotel by Laila Lalami
Kate & Frida by Kim Fay
Heartwood by Amity Gaige
How to Read Literature Like A Professor by Thomas C. Foster
Her Many Faces by Nicci Cloke
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Have you read any of these books? What was your #1 book of 2025?
Monday, December 29, 2025
2025 Pop Sugar Reading Challenge Results
I have been plugging away at the Pop Sugar Reading Challenge all year. Here are the results. It was not as successful as it has been in previous years, but at least I read some interesting books.
Results from previous years:
1. A book about a POC experience joy and not trauma
What You Are Looking For Is in the Library by Michiko Aoyama (translated by Alison Watts) - Cozy slightly magical book about a librarian who knows just how to help people with their biggest challenges. It read like a series of interconnected short stories. It was a bit too self-help-y for me, but it was a gentle, kind read. 4/5 stars
2. A book you want to read based on the last sentence
The Wishing Game by Meg Shaffer - Sort of a problematic book, but it's very readable. 3/5 stars
3. A book about space tourism
Floating Hotel by Grace Curtis - Not exactly what I suspected. It was a fun cozy book and then suddenly there was a dead body? 3/5 stars
4. A book with two or more books on the cover or "book" in the title
The Bookish Life of Nina Hill by Abbi Waxman - I stand by my review. #ninaisaterribleperson 2/5 stars
5. A book with a snake on the cover or in the title
The Last Magician (The Last Magician #1) by Lisa Maxwell - So much promise. The most meh of books. 3/5 stars
6. A book that fills your favorite prompts from the 2015 PSRC - 2015 was before my time, so I had to look these up!
I think I'll probably do a book with more than 500 pages:
Here Be Dragons (Welsh Princes #1) by Sharon Kay Penman - Historical soap operas are my catnip. 4.5/5 stars
7. A book about a cult
The Girls by Emma Cline - DNF in January
I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman - Beautiful little book. 4.5/5 stars
8. A book under 250 pages
Dear Fahrenheit 541 by Annie Spence - I enjoyed spending time with Annie as she talked to her books. 4/5 stars
The City in Glass by Nghi Vo - DNF May
9. A book that features a character going through menopause
Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe by Fannie Flagg - DNF July
How to Age Disgracefully by Clare Pooley - DNF
The New Moon's Arms by Nalo Hopkinson - DNF May
The Correspondent by Virginia Evans - Basically a perfect book if you ask me. 5/5 stars
10. A book you got for free
The Bee Sting by Paul Murphy (recommended by Maya, J, and Nance) - Slow start, but then I was really invested. J gave me an audiobook copy, so I got it for free! 4/5 stars
11. A book mentioned in another book
Spoon River Anthology by Edgar Lee Masters - Mentioned in How to Read a Book. It was worth a read! 4/5 stars
12. A book about a road trip
Planes, Trains, and All the Feels by Livy Hart - Unremarkable romance, but this couple is never going to make it. 3/5 stars
13. A book rated less than three stars on Goodreads
14. A book about a nontraditional education
Truly, Devious (Truly Devious #1) by Maureen Johnson - This was legitimately a terrible book. 2/5 stars
The Dictionary of Lost Words by Pip Williams - DNF January
15. A book that an AI chatbot recommends based on your favorite book
When I asked ChatGPT to recommend books based on my love of A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, it recommended:
The Chosen by Chaim Potok - Nothing happened in this book. 3/5 stars
16. A book set in or around a body of water
The Most by Jessica Anthony - Marriage in peril and the wife won't get out of the pool. The ending ruined what could have been a promising novel. 3/5 stars
The Wedding People by Alison Espach - DNF
17. A book about a running club
What I Talk About When I Talk About Running by Haruki Murakami - Oddly enough, I could have used less talk about running or being thin. 3/5 stars
18. A book containing magical creatures that aren't dragons
I read Alberich's Tale in the Valdemar saga - lots of Companions in that series.
Exile's Valor - 3.5/5 stars
19. A highly anticipated read of 2025
Sunrise on the Reaping (Hunger Games #0.5) by Suzanne Collins - Nice bit of fan service if you're interested in Haymitch's story. 4/5 stars
Everything is Tuberculosis by John Green - Super interesting topic. I wish another author had written it. 3/5 stars
Great Big Beautiful Life by Emily Henry - I did not care for the subplot of the old lady recounting her life, but the romance was pretty fun. 3.5/5 stars
Atmosphere by Taylor Jenkins Reid - DNF September
20. A book that fills a 2024 prompts you'd like to do over (or try again)
I'd like to do a book by a blind or visually impaired author over again - I didn't get a great book last time
Feed by Mira Grant - The main character has issues with her eyes because of the zombie virus. Also, I loved this book. Bloggers! Zombies! 5/5 stars
21. A book where the main character is a politician - Well, you can't say I didn't try with this one.
Infomocracy (The Centenal Cycle #1) by Malka Ann Older - DNF July
Never by Ken Follett - DNF in April
The City We Became by N.K. Jemisin - DNF November
22. A book about soccer
The Long Game (Green Oak #1) by Elena Armas - Slow burn romance. Fine if you like that sort of thing. 3/5 stars
23. A book that is considered healing fiction
How to Read a Book by Monica Wood - I really liked this one. 5/5 stars
24. A book with a happily single woman protagonist
Girl, Woman, Other by Bernadine Evaristo - Too many POVs for me. 3/5 stars
25. A book where the main characters is an immigrant or refugee
Real Americans by Rachel Khong - Long, but good. I did not find it memorable, though, because as I went to write this blurb a couple of months later, I couldn't remember much about this book. 4/5 stars
Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng - For Pete's sake, this book was a snooze. 2.5/5 stars
The Beekeeper of Aleppo by Christy Lefteri - DNF May
26. A book when an adult character changes careers
Assistant to the Villain by Hannah Nicole Maehrer - Girl stumbles into a job with the bad guy. Fine read. 3/5 stars
27. A book set at a luxury resort
And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie - The writing is subpar, the characterizations nonexistent, and the ending was exasperating. 2/5 stars
28. A book that features an unlikely friendship
News of the World by Paulette Jiles - A perfect book for this prompt. I loved Captain and Johanna together. I actually bought this book for my 16-year-old nephew as a present for Christmas. 4/5 stars
29. A book about a food truck
The Rest of the Story by Sarah Dessen - I read this. It's not about a food truck. The Truth About Forever is the one that features a food truck. Grr. 3/5 stars
The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen - This one isn't about a food truck, either! The main character works for a catering company and there's a catering truck, but it's not really the same thing. It's better than the other Dessen book, though. 4/5 stars
30. A book that reminds you of your childhood
Charlotte's Web by E.B. White - This audiobook is read by E.B. White himself and is sheer perfection. What a fantastic book. 5/5 stars
The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett (on hold at library) - Still a lovely story of self-discovery and found family. 4/5 stars
31. A book where music plays an integral part of the storyline
A Visit from the Goon Squad (Goon Squad #1) by Jennifer Egan - DNF July
August Lane by Regina Black - If you like your romances with a bit of a deeper message, this might be for you. It was not for me. 3/5 stars
32. A book about an overlooked woman in history
Mr. President, How Long Must We Wait?: Alice Paul, Woodrow Wilson, and the Fight for the Right to Vote by Tina Cassidy - YES!! This book. Maybe I wouldn't want to be friends with Alice Paul, but I was so happy to read all about her fight for women's suffrage. I liked how it was framed with Paul and Wilson as big players. This made me feel better about our current political landscape. 5/5 stars
33. A book featuring an activity on your bucket list - My bucket list item is to eventually have more than half my wardrobe be clothing I have made with my own two hands, so I looked at books with seamstresses in them. I just didn't get around to reading any of them.
34. A book written by an author who is neurodivergent
Mislaid in Parts Half-Known (Wayward Children #9) by Seanan McGuire (also could be for a book under 250 pages) - Not the best in the series, but I read it! 3/5 stars
35. A book centering LGBTQ+ characters that isn't about coming out
Space Opera (Space Opera #1) by Catherynne M. Valente - On my reading spreadsheet (borrowed from Stephany), I put a no in column labeled LGBTQ+. I mean, I guess maybe? The thing is that both of the main male characters were in relationships with women. Maybe they were bi? Who knows? I'm counting it.
Somewhere Beyond the Sea (Cerulean Sea #2) by TJ Klune - This fits the prompt much more directly. 3/5 stars
36. A book with silver on the cover or in the title
The Silver Star by Jeannette Walls - I wanted more. 3/5 stars
37 & 38. Two books with the same title
This just didn't happen this year.
39. A classic you've never read
Moby-Dick by Herman Melville - I DID IT!!! 4/5 stars
40. A book about chosen family
Clean Sweep (Innkeeper Chronicles #1) by Ilona Andrews - So much fun! 4/5 stars
41. A book by the oldest author in your TBR pile
I don't even know how I would go about finding this out. A bunch of authors I read are dead - does that count?
42. A book with a left-handed character
Chain-Gang All-Stars by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah - Hmm...is there a left-handed character here? I don't know. I read it, though. I think I missed the point of this book. 2/5 stars
43. A book where nature is the antagonist
The Vaster Wilds by Lauren Groff - Servant girl runs into the woods during the "starving time" in the Jamestown colony. Despair and loneliness follow. 3.5/5 stars
44. A book that features a married couple who don't live together
Twelve Years a Slave by Solomon Northrup - This is an interesting slave narrative, but I sort of wanted it to be more? 3.5/5 stars
45. A book with a title that starts with the letter Y
Year of Wonders by Geraldine Brooks - The writing was great, but maybe I'll never really be ready for a book about the plague. 3/5 stars
46. A book that includes a nonverbal character
Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson (reread for me) - I think Just Listen handles these themes better, but both books have their place in YA books about rape. 3.5/5 stars
47. A book you have always avoided reading
Gone With the Wind by Margaret Mitchell - Easily my most favorite book I read in 2025. 5/5 stars
48. A dystopian book with a happy ending
I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself by Marisa Crane - Look, was this really a happy ending? I don't know about that. 3/5 stars
49. A book that features a character with chronic pain
False Witness by Karin Slaughter - This was a good thriller, fast-paced. But I think it was a bit too much for the likes of me. 4/5 stars
50. A book of interconnected short stories
Blackout by Dhonielle Clayton, Tiffany D. Jackson, Nic Stone, Angie Thomas, Ashley Woodfolk, and Nicola Yoon - I listened to this one and it got me really pumped up for summer. 4.5/5 stars
One thing I really like about this challenge is that I do read outside of my normal tendency. Look at me reading contemporary fiction, poetry, and mystery! Sure, much of it is romance and fantasy/sci-fi, but I like that I branch out a bit, too.
Saturday, December 27, 2025
What We Can Know by Ian McEwan
I heard about What We Can Know by Ian McEwan on a recent episode of Sarah's Bookshelves.
We have two timelines here. In 2014, poet Francis Blundy gifts his wife Vivien a poem for her birthday, a poem he read aloud at a dinner party. In 2119, we learn that most of the world has been submerged under water after a nuclear weapon occurrence (see my post on Nuclear War by Annie Jacobsen for more on that!). Museums and libraries that still exist are on high land, are hard to get to, and travel is difficult in the best of times. A scholar of Francis Blundy is attempting to learn more about that poem from 2014 because it seems as if no copies remain.
It's sort of an academic detective mystery with a hint of dystopia in it.
Things I liked: The dystopian future setting was very interesting. I wanted to know more about how people lived in the future. I also liked that academic setting - it's interesting to think about how higher education would evolve in a world like that.
Things I didn't like: The plot? Small spoilers, but this book was mostly about people cheating on one another in both time periods. I am not into that, to be honest. Also, the font was somewhat hard to read at times.
Overall take: I don't know. I mostly wanted a different story in the future setting. 3/5 stars
Lines of note:
The humanities are always in crisis. I no longer believe this is an institutional matter - it's in the nature of intellectual life, or of thought itself. Thinking is always in crisis. (page 58)
Lolololz. *sob* *sigh* I am very concerned about AI. Out students have no critical thinking skills at all.
Most of our history and literature students care nothing for the past and are indifferent to the accretions of poetry and fiction that are our beautiful inheritance. They sign up to the humanities because they lack mathematical or technical talent. We are poor cousins and we don't get the smartest bunch. Our office are dilapidated. Many of them leak. (page 73)
This literally made me laugh because have we talked about how the building where I work has leaked from the roof for a decade. They actually redid the roof last year, BUT IT STILL LEAKS. Right into the political science department's offices.
I felt, though I could never say, that I had made a sacrifice by marrying a man who had no taste for reading, who would rather fix the plumbing than talk about literature...(page 203)
I asked my husband if he wished he had married someone who read more than dragon books. He looked surprised and reminded me that I read Gone With the Wind and Moby-Dick this year. It's not just dragons.
He seemed to disapprove of me on principle, but what that principle was, I never dared to ask. (page 279)
Doesn't everyone have someone like this in their life?
Things I looked up:
Weil's disease (page 62) - Also known as Weil syndrome, a bacterial infection that is characterized by disfunction of the kidneys and liver. Most commonly caused by a bite from an infected animal, including rats, mice, cows, pigs, and dogs. (This seemed familiar to me, but it turns out that I looked it up when I read The Thorn Birds.)
The Wanderer by Hans Thomas (page 78) - Hans Thoma (1839 – 1924) was a German painter. An alumnus and later professor of Karlsruhe Academy, he is known for his landscapes, portraits, and symbolic works rooted in German regional life and tradition.
secateurs (page 170) - a pair of pruning clippers for use with one hand
poitín (page 176) - rish moonshine, deeply rooted in the country's history and lore, is traditionally among the most potent alcoholic drinks on the planet
Hat mentions (why hats?):
A gentleman with shoulder bag, straw hat and walking stick is strolling along...(page 78)
He removed his hat...(page 79)
I couldn't find a hat or gloves and I was in a hurry. (page 149)
I was given a yellow jacket and hard hat to wear and heavy boots...(page 243)
He was wearing globes and a black wide-brimmed hat I had never seen before. (page 260)
the wide-brimmed hat (page 263)
black hat (page 278)
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Have you read any good dystopian books recently?


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