It is possible I have some serious imposter syndrome re: leading a book club. I have absolutely no qualifications for doing so except for the fact that I read a lot. But am I reading correctly? I feel this way about doing a lot of things "correctly," to be fair. Is this how one successfully exercises? Is this how you make a bed? Is this how you do laundry? But there are legitimate experts on reading, I thought to myself. Instead of wishing I'd taken more literature classes in college, how about I consult some of the experts who I work with every day?
So I marched myself down to the chair of the literature department's office and laid my plight bare. Blog. Book club. Imposter. Hats. He was a bit shocked by the blog (which is okay because I recently learned he TEACHES YOGA and he had never told me that), but eventually suggested How To Read Literature Like a Professor: A Lively and Entertaining Guide to Understanding Literature, From The Great Gatsby to The Hate U Give by Thomas C. Foster. It was originally published in 2003, but I got a copy of the most recent, third edition, which was published in 2024.
Foster is an actual professor at the University of Michigan - Flint. In this book he sets forth a list of dictums, things that you should look out for, when you are reading. Here are a handful:
The real reason for a quest is always self-knowledge. (page 3)
Whenever people eat or drink together, it's communion. (page 10)
Ghosts and vampires are hardly ever only about ghosts and vampires. (page 20)
There's no such thing as a wholly original work of literature. (page 27)
There's only one story. (page 30)
It's never just rain. (page 72)
Characters are not people. (page 89)
Writers do not create fantasy worlds in order for us to criticize or long for worlds that have never existed. (page 114)
Flight is freedom. (page 134)
"The Indiana Jones Principle" - If you want your audience to know something important about your character (or the work at large), introduce it early, before you need it. (page 201-202)
There were lots of helpful hints in this book and if I were teaching a literature class to students in high school (or maybe even college), I could think of any number of assignments based on these dictums. But I liked his little pep talks, too.
If we don't see the reference, it means nothing, right? So the worst thing that occurs is we're still reading the same story as if the literary precursors weren't there. (page 31)
Every reader's experience of every work is unique, largely because each person will emphasize various elements to differing degrees, and those differences will cause certain features of the text to become more or less pronounced. We bring an individual history to our reading, a mix of previous readings, to be sure, but also a history that includes, but is not limited to, educational attainment, gender, race, class, faith, social involvement, and philosophical inclination. These factors will inevitably influence what we understand in our reading, and nowhere is this individuality clearer than in the matter of symbolism. (page 113)
This, of course, is the great and troubling question of literary analysis: How do we ever know that we're right, that we're accurate, that we're justified? (page 266)
Often, too often, I find students apologizing for the way they see a work: "It's only my opinion, but" or "I'm probably wrong, but" or some other iteration of this weak act of contrition. Stop apologizing!...Be intelligent, be bold, be assertive, be self-confident in your reading. It is your opinion (but not "just") and you might be wrong, although that's less likely than more students think. So here's my final piece of advice: Own the books you read. (page 269-270)
I feel better after reading these words of encouragement. There isn't a right way to understand or think about a story. Even if you're just reading a story at the most superficial level (the cat in The Cat in the Hat is a terrible role model, no?), that's a fair reading. But if you want to delve in more deeply (the cat character as a representation of a lot of chaos characters in children's literature and is in sharp contrast to the parental figures represented by the fish; maybe the cat character is a bit of minstrelsy?), you can and you're probably not wrong. I'm probably not harming anyone by consistently talking about hats in my reading or by asking questions like "which character represents what you are like the most?" even if they might be ridiculous to some of you. That's okay. We each get our own reading.
Lines of note:
That's how it is with minor characters. Just because they don't get the full treatment of main characters doesn't mean they don't suffer and die on their behalf. Not really fair, is it?
You see, literary works are not democracies. We hold this truth to be self-evident, that all men and women are created equal. We may, but the country of Novels, Etc., doesn't. In that faraway place, no character is created equal. One or two get all the breaks; the rest exist to get them to finish line. (page 92-93)
Poor Neville in Harry Potter, right? Imagine Neville Longbottom and the Goblet of Fire?
Here's the problem with symbols: people expect them to mean something. Not just any something, but one something in particular. Exactly. Maximum. You know what? It doesn't work like that. Oh, sure, there are some symbols that work straightforwardly: a white flag means "I give up, don't shoot." Or it means, "We come in peace." See? Even in a fairly clear-cut case we can't pin down a single meaning, although they're pretty close. So some symbols do have a relatively limited range of meanings, but in general a symbol can't be reduced to standing for only one thing. (page 109)
Whew. I guess I should start to pay attention to some of these symbols more, though.
It's simply impossible to write or direct in a vacuum. (page 180)
Context always matters.
We all read through our own filters, biases, and expectations, and that's normal. We expect a certain amount of verisimilitude, of faithfulness to the world we know, in what we watch and what we read. (page 206)
I find myself feeling bolstered by having read this right before I start up a new CBBC. We will all be coming at this book with our own background and ideas and all of us can look at this new book with our own lens. And that's the best thing about stories.
4.5/5 stars - Definitely a recommend if you run a book club that you're not sure you should be running.
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Things I looked up:
Judith Guest's Ordinary People - Guest's 1976 debut novel. It tells the story of a year in the life of the Jarretts, an affluent suburban family trying to cope with the aftermath of two traumatic events. Lake Michigan plays an important role in this book, which is one reason I had to look it up.
Towards the end of the book, Foster includes the short story "The Garden Party" by Katherine Mansfield as a way for the readers to apply what they have learned while reading his book. All of the hat mentions are from this story and analyses of the story and a hat plays an integral symbolic role, so there are quite a few.
brushing their hats (page 336)
sweet hat (x2) (page 237)
new hat (page 244)
big hat (page 244)
carrying the hat (page 245)
"My child!" said her mother, "the hat is yours." (page 245)
her black hat trimmed with gold daisies (page 245)
"What an absolute topping hat!" (page 246)
And the big hat with the velvet streamers - if only it was another hat! (page 249)
"Forgive my hat," she said. (page 251)
a gift of a new hat (page 255)
I'm not done with that hat. (page 259)
It's a black hat with black velvet ribbons and gold daisies...(page 259)
accept the hat (page 259)
a mother's hat (page 259)
Because the hat has come from...(page 259)
...gold daisies on her hat. (page 261)
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Is there anything that you choose to do on a regular basis that you're not sure you're actually qualified to do? I actually feel this way about so many things in my life. Please tell me I'm not alone.
Oh, Iove this! It's never just rain... wow. I'm going to have to find this book. You do a great job of running CBBC- picking interesting books and getting people to chat about them. That's the essence of a great book club!
ReplyDeleteI'm homeschooling my hs son for some classes again, and I have no idea if I'm doing it right. But he's learning something, and my goal is that he can move forward with life after he gets this #@! hs diploma. Answer keys and spark notes are my goto . It's better than the alternative of him failing multiple classes again. So I keep moving forward, and then when I write up the results at the end of term, I hope to see that we did do stuff!
Teaching all the subjects would definitely give me imposter syndrome. I know NOTHING about science. Nothing! Good luck with that. You'll get him through high school.
DeleteI read this book (the 2003 version) many years ago and loved it! I want to give you such a big hug for your book club related imposter syndrome. You do a MAGNIFICENT job, Engie. I love the questions you pose, I love how carefully you read the text, I love your tally of hat mentions. One of the very best things about reading a book with other people is learning how other people interpret the book! I mean, it's awesome when someone feels the exact same way about a book that I do, but it's also awesome when someone sees things I totally missed, or finds meaning in something that didn't stand out to me, or hates a character I adored, or found the language lyrical when I thought it was boring. I love love love that books transform based on the reader -- and the reader's specific context! Books are magical and reading books is magical and YOU are magical for bringing so many of us together, with all our varied perspectives and reading styles, to discuss books.
ReplyDeleteIt is a good book. I really felt bolstered by it. And it made me think about how everyone who read the CBBC book is having different feelings about it (although when Valancy's shoe got caught on the railroad track I think we all realized that the book was batshit crazy, right?) and that's GREAT. That's what makes it fun to read as a big group.
DeleteEngie, we all enjoy your CBBC so much - and you do a fantastic job leading it! I understand what you mean about imposter syndrome though, I think we have all been there. I have that feeling about my book. It's coming out soon! And that's so exciting but also I think...what if people hate it? Well, what if they do? That's not my concern (this is my stream of thought consciousness). Lots of people hate books I love and personally, I love and am proud of my book, so that is what matters here. There are a lot of books I don't like out in the world, that doesn't mean they shouldn't exist!
ReplyDeleteAnyway, what I mean to say is that you do a great job, we all have fun at it, and this book also looks interesting!
Your book is coming out soon! Yay! Will we be able to buy it here in the US? When will you be giving us all the details?!
DeleteYou sure will! Details to come! I don't have them yet :) but believe me, you all will be the first to know!
DeleteThis book sounds great, AND I seriously think you do a great job with the book club. I'm not just saying that! I'm always impressed by the questions you ask, and most of the time I'm thinking "I'm glad she's running this book club and not me!" It just goes to show... you have imposter syndrome over it while the rest of us think you're doing a great job. WHY do we all have such imposter syndrome??? I have it when I go to races and see all the "real" runners, i have it at my job sometimes, I have it when I'm blogging... we need to get this out of our lives!
ReplyDeleteIn my world, you are the only runner who matters, Jenny. You are the realest of the real! Imposter syndrome is so funny. Why are our brains like that?
DeleteWell, I have only ever thought of you as a master book club leader so I say you need to trample that imposter syndrome once and for all!
ReplyDeleteI struggle with imposter syndrome (or something akin to it) all the time. I mostly struggle with feeling like I don't do enough "important" work. Like somehow if I'm not saving human lives or finding a way to create world peace I'm a failure. Does the book help with that???
Well, this book made me realize that I am good enough at reading. I don't know if it transfers to "I am good enough at life," but it's worth a shot!
DeleteYou are very much influencing human lives, so that's a really big deal and super important. You don't have to cure cancer to be a very important person in the world.
My first inclination was to say "pfffft, read how you want, you don't need a lecture on it", but OTOH, why not look into something that might add more richness to your reading experience? I have insane impostor syndrome in practically everything I do (I am told it comes with the very late-recognized ADHD), and it makes life hellish, lolol. Realizing that many other people also have it is helpful (realizing that many other people have the same struggles is also a great reason to read!)
ReplyDeleteThere are so many levels that a book can be read and bring pleasure/learning/challenges/rewards. This is why I try to read a wide range of styles, genres and diverse authors. And why I love being in a blogging community.
The thing about the book is that the tone made it not lecture-y and that was what made it so fun. I learned a lot and it validated my own thoughts on reading. AND I think it's going to make me a better leader for CBBC. Huge thumbs up for this one.
DeleteMy son is a high school senior taking a dual enrollment Intro to Lit course and this is the book they are using as their "textbook." They are also reading Hamlet, a variety of poetry, and The Handmaid's Tale. It's been A LOT for a quarter long class, but it's one of his favorite teachers, so I think he's learning more than usual from an English class!
ReplyDeleteYay! I'm happy to hear that your son is learning from it. The new edition has a prologue and briefly discusses how high school teachers are using it in their classes. I think it sounds fun.
DeleteI haven’t participated in many book clubs…the only other one I’ve been in, we never really talked about the books, it was just a get together and everyone happened to have read the same book. It was fine but pretty useless. Yours however, divided into sections, with specific, well thought out questions? I love it. You do an amazing job.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate all the kinds words about CBBC. I enjoy doing it, but have been feeling a tiny bit overwhelmed by the thought that maybe I am not the right person for it. But this book reassured me. The right person for it is the person who will do it, right?
DeleteWow, I'm surprised. I find your book club to be so well-run, with thoughtful questions. I certainly had imposter syndrome when I was filling a campus pastor position for someone on maternity leave. Even though everything went well I still questioned myself and my skills and never got over that.
ReplyDeleteRight? I sometimes wonder if we will ever get over imposter syndrome!
DeleteOoooh, great review!
ReplyDelete(Hi! I’m a long-time reader and first-time poster; I think I found your blog through either Nicole @girlinaboyhouse or Elisabeth @The Optimistic Musings of Pessimist or Maya @Pocobrat. I don’t have a blog; I just read and appreciate them. I look forward to your posts!)
As an actual English professor at a university, I did appreciate this book. I own it and also put a copy in our department’s “lending library.”
I think I do read differently from others, since if you’re looking to teach something, you approach it from a slow, inductive way.
I LOVE how Foster talks about telling students to stop apologizing! I take this to heart and do this almost every class. This message is especially important in the age where we’re discouraging AI use. Just give me your authentic view of the text! I.E. There’s no correct way to interpret “The Yellow Wallpaper”! Just say and write what you think!
(I have a zillion “TYW” essays to grade right now over our Jewish Holiday break, so that's why that text came to mind…. Lol…. Have a great week! Hugs from afar to that wonderful dog of yours! I have two dogs here in my tiny apartment who are my lifeforce. :) )
Welcome, Alex! Thanks for chiming in. It is nice to know that my English chair didn't let me down in recommending this book.
DeleteI definitely read my CBBC books a lot more slowly and thoroughly than other books I read. I just want to make sure I'm not missing anything and that I think of questions that are interesting (and not the same old same old questions everyone asks).
I felt like this book really bolstered my confidence. Stop apologizing indeed. Every interpretation is great if you can support it! What a lovely way of looking at literature as an inclusive exercise.
Yes, I think encouraging a thesis, a well-structured essay, and an authentic writing voice is the point! LOVE your approach of "Stop apologizing indeed. Every interpretation is great if you can support it! What a lovely way of looking at literature as an inclusive exercise."
DeleteThat's it. You nailed it. :)
Book recommendations (if you're looking): Teaching Literature by Elaine Showalter and The Writing Life by Annie Dillard (it won't let me italicize or underline, egad!).
Have a great week, and Shanah tovah to those who observe!
I remember reading that book. Fun flashback. As for feeling unqualified to do things, sure I've felt that way most of my life. Yet I read and learn and observe— and do things anyhow. Mistakes? Many. Successes? A few. Great question.
ReplyDeleteIt's such a good book. I think I might actually buy it and refer back to it now and again.
DeleteHow validating to know that you haven't been doing anything "wrong"! I like how this book seems to say, "You can't do it wrong, but here's some things to think about while you read, if you want..."
ReplyDeleteOMG every day at work, I think, "What the F*** am I supposed to be doing?" But what's the barometer on "correct" anyhow? I'm sure we all have our opinions on that one.
Often times, I think, the best person for the job is the one who is most willing to do it. You've gone above and beyond that, for sure. I've always enjoyed CBBC--even when we did a book that I heartily disliked. Let's not talk about it.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, so many of us are just happy to chat away amongst ourselves once you give us even the broadest of topics/the most general of questions. We're an easy to please group, and I hate that you've been even a bit stressed about book club.
Thank you for this recommendation.
ReplyDeleteI keep wondering if I want to start a book club but I keep putting it of because of a) time and b) not knowing how to do it. So this will go on the TBR and maybe once time allows I am ready?